What is your passion? A question a friend of mine posted the
other night on Facebook. The question got me to really start thinking. As I was
reading others answers, I sat there thinking what is my passion? Hers was her
cooking and her passion to help find a cure for Cancer. Others were there jobs,
helping others, etc. But, what is MY passion? When you become a stay at home
mom you sometimes forget that there is a life outside of being a chaperone, a
therapist, a maid, a cook, a play buddy, etc to your children. I am not
complaining at all about being a stay at home mom. It has been the best thing
for both of my children since my husband and I made the decision for me to quit
my career and stay home. But, what is my passion?
Before I had children my passion was my career and even
after I had Cam for awhile it was still a major passion for me. It pushed me
and gave me a rush that I loved. After awhile that rush stopped and I felt like
I lost a passion for anything. But, then Cam was diagnosed and a little fire
started inside of me. At that time it was a fire…a passion for knowledge.
Because I wanted to learn anything
and everything I could about Autism. I didn’t want to know the “why is he
Autistic” so much as I wanted to know how his brain worked differently, how I
could help him and how would his life be in the future with Autism. I went to
every seminar I could, I read every book I could and I talked to every doctor
and therapist I could to get all of this information. I still do all of
this…hence why I never sleep. Then I became involved with the group Autism
Speaks. I volunteered to help with the first walk in our area a few years ago
and it helped me to learn about the organization and being involved with this
first walk ignited a bigger fire inside of me. Being a part of this is a way of
me helping teach people about Cam, spreading the awareness about Cam and
learning that there was a big Autism family out there that I never knew
existed.
But, I want more….I want to do more. One walk a year just
isn’t enough for me. Don’t get me wrong, I LOVE the walk and all that it does
for our community. I LOVE Autism Speaks and all the fights that they fight for
us, the awareness that they spread for Cam and all of the other children. BUT
and here is where my passion comes in big time….I want to do MORE for the
Autism community. When Cam was diagnosed my husband and I felt so completely
alone and trust me there are many, many days that we still do. But, I now have
friends who have children on the Spectrum who understand our journey and I want
to change the world for not just Cam but for their children too. I have a
friend who has a teenage son with Autism and I want her to know that the world
will understand her son and will help him and that he will have an amazing future.
I have a friend with two boys on the spectrum and I want her to be comfortable
going into a store or a restaurant without having to basically cringe thinking
about the stares or rude comments she will get if one of them has a meltdown
and they will have a meltdown because they get over stimulated. But how can
they learn how to control it when she or anyone in her same shoes….including
myself is afraid to go out in public because it is easier to stay home and not
deal with the stares and rude comments. I have another friend who I want her to
just know that her son will have the brightest future possible. I could list
all of the friends…people I want to help, but I think you understand what I am
trying to say. I want businesses all over to offer sensory friendly times for
children and adults with Autism. I want children and adults with Autism to be
able to enjoy all of the amazing things in life that “normal” children and
adults can. I want parents right after they hear those words “your child has
Autism” to not feel alone and like their entire worlds are coming to an end. I
want them to have someone to turn to…a friend who’s been there and can help
them.
Now I know I can’t change the world in a day, but THIS is my
passion. I want my community to understand, love and accept these amazing
children and then spread it through the rest of the world. My passion is
changing the way people look at not just children with Autism but also how they
look at the incredible parents who are raising these very special children. I
want the word Autism to not come out sounding like a four letter word. My
passion is Autism and changing the way people look at it, treat it and treat those dealing with it. What is
your passion?